Bonjour!

Ray Of Hope.

2012-02-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, alhamdulillah, did quite well for mid term.

But it's going to be a bit inappropriate to post the results here lah kan?

So what's been happening?

I've been missing quite a lot lately.

Just one thing I have to say

I love BERETS.

Receipts vs. Issues

2012-02-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

Will update on my mid term results later.

InsyaAllah,I hope it'll be okay.

Tears.

2012-02-05T22:37:00.001+08:00

He answered my prayers.

He never forgot any of it.

He answered them all.

O Allah,

Thank you so much for another chance.

Alhamdulillah.

2012-01-19T21:27:00.002+08:00

Waiting for confirmation letter

InsyaAllah.

2011-12-31T17:01:00.000+08:00

I HAVE to write about 2011.

It's my year, after all.

But that would have to come in later.

I'll come up with something tomorrow.

I'll fit.

2011-12-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

I have always known this one part in me

Has always been born to do it

To fit it

To fit in

The crowd, the scent, the language, the looks, the perspective, the ideas, the taste, the looks, the style, the fashion, the characters, the love of it.

I have always known.

And now Allah, please dear Allah.

Let me taste the sweet bliss and the bitter anguish of it.

Please, Allah.

Let that miracle transform what may have been only a dream.

A vague memory, a lifetime of wishful thinking

It could all finally happen.

Please Allah, give me that chance.

Please please please.

In The Eyes Of A Seventeen.

2011-12-21T14:41:00.000+08:00

I quit waiting

And quit hoping.

And I decided

Just yet

That it's worthless

That's you're heartless.

One day, I'll grow up

I'll run away from this world I'm living in right now

And I'll make sure that they don't recognize me anymore.

And I'll never come back.

Even if they call me spineless

So be it.

I'll be that miracle.

Just you wait and see.

Betsunako.

2011-12-20T15:49:00.000+08:00

Yamato Nadeshiko

that's all in it.

Melodramatic.

2011-12-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

I'm quoting Caroline from Paradise Kiss for this one:

"I might not walk straight,

but I'll walk like nobody else.

I'll do so in their faces

That they'll be jealous."

Inspiration, needless to say.

Back From Rain City.

2011-12-13T12:43:00.000+08:00

Just got back from PAHANG yesterday

Safe and sound

Alhamdulillah.

Obtuse, I know, but

I have not gotten over it.

Literally, I'm fine.

So, HEADS UP!

To Melaka, tomorrow.

Ma's got meeting.

And we've got time.

A'Famosa, let's see how much you've grown, baby!

Somehow, am not at all excited for this.

I'd rather spend some time writing by the beach or something like that.

Lame, I know, but I really don't know why.

Dyslexic people, I'm sorry.

SM.

2011-12-10T11:25:00.000+08:00

When will we share another bag of

CHIPSTER

eh, soulmate?

Sorry,

aku tak sempat salam kau.

aku banyak buat kau sakit hati (and tulang belakang).

aku beratkan kepala kau dengan ceritera aku yang tak penting pun sebenarnya.

and now baru aku realize

we shared a lot together

stories, jokes and good times

and aku tak pernah appreciate apa yang aku ada

until it's gone

macam kau.

Hari tu aku kemas beg nampak koala,

and aku picit dia lagi

Dia nyanyi lagi lagu Waltzing Matilda tu

Aku rasa koala pun rindu kau.

Thanks,

kau hantar text tu.

kau banyak ajar aku about life,especially.

kau dengar je bila aku cerita hikayat farah diyana yang serabut tu.

Bila lagi nak buat ELMO?

Bila lagi nak makan CHIPSTER?

Bila lagi nak cerita pasal ABANG ASKAR KAU?

Bila lagi nak bagi aku baca text SURI?

Bila lagi nak nyanyi LAGU FAVOURITE MAK AKU?

Bila lagi nak bagi NOTE?

Kalau kita tak sempat jumpa lagi

My sincerest apologies

For not lending a hand when you lose one

For not being your stand when you shake until you break.

For being nil when you need at least one.

NUR SAKINAH BINTI SALLEHIN

Hikayat perpisahan kita bermula 6 Disember 2011.

*aku cakap kat kau kan 5 bulan before tu birthday kau?

Kau kenalkan lagu ni kat aku

So,sekarang aku bagi balik kat kau.

Bertemu dan berpisah ,

Adat manusia biasa ,

Hilang di mata tapi ,

Di hati takkan lupa.

The Memory That Hid.

2011-12-09T15:57:00.001+08:00

I got to know you in July and I thought I stopped knowing you in October.

So, please.

Seriously, get out of my head.

Where is the one that would not care if you existed all along?

Yesterday, I sat staring straight ahead, my eyes didn't even try to snap out of the blinding sunlight.

And I criticized myself.

Over and over again.

I sat there, obtusely asking myself repeatedly

But then what you did that day..

What you did ruined all my respect for you.

Your reputation, my expectations and everything.

And it's back to me

Back to me to tell myself

It's not your fault.

It's not hers, as well.

It's been mine all along.

I MISJUDGED YOU.

And I realized it was unfair for me to judge you in the first place.

And I am, unbelievably, sorry.

Okay?

Eli A. , this is for you.

5% Maybe.

2011-12-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

11.58 a.m.

4th December 2011.

I was speechless.

So I screamed, screamed, and screamed some more!

Dreams.

2011-11-27T13:28:00.000+08:00

November 18th, 2011.

Last time seeing those kids roam the school.

Am sure going to miss those moments.

Times in Sekolah Seri Puteri, sure to be missed :-

Prep malam, when we choked our vocal chords trying to get that Katy Perry's pitching or sing at such a low note that Man Bai could cry.

Weekends, when we crowded all around a plate of Briyani.

Classes, when we tried to cover for each other sleeping but was caught sleeping ourselves.

and loads more...

But memories prevail, I hope.

Au revoir, Sekolah Seri Puteri.

ELDATERRA

2007 - 2011

end.

That Girl.

2011-11-27T13:14:00.001+08:00

If you like him,say you do.

Then, I don't have to keep wondering.

Or searching, even.

When Allah gets me to this,

He gets me through this.

InsyaAllah.

Why, oh, why, does it ALWAYS have to be this way?

First Choices.

2011-11-06T13:52:00.000+08:00

University of Stirling

University of Dundee

University of Strathclyde

University of the West of Scotland

Ya Allah, make it happen.

amiin.

Boil Your Head Off.

2011-11-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

Bonjour!

This might, might be the last post before SPM

(even the thought of it gives me the chills)

Okayyyyy,

so what happened this week?

Exactly how Judith McNaught phrased it

"Something Wonderful"

*bahaha!*

Well, there's a lot to focus on to reaching that 9A+ goal.

But things will go well, insyaAllah.

And have some FAITH!

It gives me the creeps when I think back of what she said.

Na'uzubillah min zalik.

Allah protect us all, insyaAllah.

And come on, people!

Last jeopardy.

Last calamity.

Last memories.

*cough*

Tears in our eyes, I know.

5 years together, this is how we end it.

End it RIGHT!

ELDATERRA 100% 9A+!

amiin.

A New Heart Song.

2011-10-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah, lift this feeling if it is going to make me feel this way all the way till the end.

-_-"

It's about YOU.

2011-10-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

PERFECT SCORE

I hope it makes sense that I'm writing about this.

Actually, am truthfully very comfortable with my current life.

When all the existing cease to exist.

Alhamdulillah.

I just hope hope hope when the time comes..

Good responses, too.

Excellent responses, if I may beg for it.

I just hope

THIS IS IT.

Mary, Mary, Quite Contrary.

2011-09-02T22:13:00.001+08:00

Raya, I thought, would be the same as the past few years. But it turned out quite the contrary instead.

Can't say it wasn't GREAT.

Alhamdulillah.

Ramadhan zoomed by, that's sad.

It's like the wind, blowing fiercely at the beginning.

Making its presence known to the world.

But it ended like a soft breeze, like a lullaby.

It went past and we were fools to not see it leaving.

MasyaAllah.

Ramadhan was a fine time, too.

Thank You, Allah.

For another Ramadhan, another Syawal

Another Raya.

The proof of zenith of our fasts and prayers.

I'll end up poetic in life.

Demented In Some Ways.

2011-08-14T10:34:00.000+08:00

I am going to

SHUT PEOPLE OUT OF MY LIFE

from now on.

That's the last from me, I'll try.

She's All That

2011-08-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

I watched the movie just now.

I forgot how it went,actually,that's why I re-watched it.

But it reminded me of what Ma said

You make a difference when you're you

CLICHE is lame.

Ma's awesome!

Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me

Then if I'll be me how Laney Boggs did

Will I find the same Zach Siler kind of reward?

*silly -_-"*

But again it taught me that before any sheer bliss

There will be excruciating pain as well

* * *

p/s Front door brings loads of possibilities.

Fluttering or Flustering, Am Not So Sure Anymore..

2011-07-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

I think life's going to be a bit hectic starting this week.

With trials coming up next week and our daily schedules are like..pergh!

But hey, have some faith.

Things will get better, insyaAllah!

Life's hectic and dramatic becaaaaaaauuuuusssee;

I fell head over heels. -_-"

TRIALS -code red-

Unwanted events happening (lahaulawalakhuwwataillabillah!)

And I have LOADDDSS to do!

I just hope there's bliss afterwards. :)

Disturbed?

2011-07-30T16:53:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah, instill in me the same strength You did before.

Inhaaaaaale , exhaaaaale!

Firman Allah ;

"Boleh jadi kamu amat menyukai sesuatu padahal perkara itu amat buruk bagimu, dan boleh jadi sesuatu itu amat baik bagimu padahal kamu amat membencinya. Sungguh, Allah Maha Mengetahui."

Let me be strong and hold on to that verse, insyaAllah.

It's A Prayer, I promise.

2011-07-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

At times like this

It's only best that we follow our heads

Not our hearts

Soulmate. :)

2011-06-12T11:36:00.000+08:00

It's only fair that I have a post for her.

The best SOULMATE there is around!

She's hyperactive.

And ALWAYS cheerful!

And always OOGWAY-ful!

And she loves to eat 'roti sosej ko-op'

(or she loves kakak ko-op,idk lahh)

Most importantly, she's always there when you need her. :)

hahha!

Take care,sm!

Good luck in everything!

I trust you (ehem!)

InsyaAllah.

2011-06-01T10:08:00.000+08:00

Well, since I've deleted all of my old postings, I thought to myself, why not give my blog a chance to spread the beauty of Islam for a second here, since it's the first fresh post.

Truthfully, I've RARELY searched for an Islamic articles online. But I woke up today and thought, hey, why not? The world needs a reminder. Lumrah manusia memang pelupa. It's the norm of humans to be forgetful.

So, the start and first article is about patience.

It's really really short, just a piece of advice or maybe a reminder.

It's a phrase from the Holy Quran regarding patience and challenges that Allah has set out for us, to test us on how we'll react. The good or the bad of it.

"Tiap-tiap diri akan merasai mati, dan Kami menguji kamu dengan kesusahan dan kesenangan sebagai cubaan; dan kepada Kamilah kamu semua akan dikembalikan."

(Surah Al-Anbiya' 21:35)

"Every soul will taste death, and We test you by hardship and by pleasure by way of trial, and to Us you shall return."

(Surah Al-Anbiya' 21:35)

So, people,be patient! And for your patience may you be blessed,insyaAllah.